thnks fr the mmrs.

non-chronologically. (Except for number 1)
number 1: Tilly, Emily, David, Nathan, Ali, Dom and me, all at the lakes for the first time ever. I'm trying to remember some quotes from that night but I don't remember.

number 2: Golf course all-nighter night. The day was so shit and boring but it turned out to be such a sick night. There was some underwear-clad teenagers running over the greens that night.

number 3: Strawberry fair. Charlz Waite and the reggae tent, "you alright sweet'eart". Herbs' little wierd stoner/trance hand waving thing. Just general train times.

number 4: ROTW. Met samuel and now look at what's happened. Probably the hottest day of the summer.

number 5: Emily's party. Watching Sam and Joe jump the fences was something I'll never forget. Probably the craziest night of the year.

number 6: The night at the Butt's. So many memories out of just one night. BANGGG SSSHHHHH. Tillyyyy having a bit too much to drink. The extensive amount of facebook rape. Walking to total. Hourly fag breakss. Feeding the snake. So many jokes times. Bring on the Butt parents going on holiday in the summer. That's three whole weeks of mayhem.

number 7: THE best christmas eve, ever. My sister finding out about just about every single illegal thing involved in my life :') The '6 minute to christmas' song. Cross-dressing. Smoking 'special fags' in the garden. "Nathan do you wanna try smoking custard powder instead of cocoa powder?"

number 8: all the crazy times at stanborough.

number 9: my house party. The day that Maureen Gissileire will never live down.

number 10: Emzilly's birthday night at the wood's. "LET'S PARTY"

number 11: snow day.

number 12: Enter shikari.

number 13: the night at Daniel Ward's

I'll add to this, people comment on it if you think of any more.

goodbye 2009.

It's almost the end of the sickest year I think I've ever had in my life. It's been pretty mental at times with things happening that I never thought would happen but it's made it all the more exciting. Straying from the point a second, please someone teach me how to use commas. Anyway, back to it. I don't really remember the first couple of months of 2009, so I'll talk about the best ones.

There has been a few people that have really made this year what it is. These people are: Tilly, Emily, Sam, Dom, Jord and Callum. A few of these are late-comers admittedly, but they are still probably the most important right now. They really have made the last few months what they were. Then there is the 'original group' who I love dearly and don't want to lose in any hurry. They also made my year what it was and 2010 is going to be even better.

The memories have been crazy ones from having 100+ people in a two bedroom, terraced house (crazy times) to running through a golf course in as little clothing as possible. I want to just write a list of every good time I've had in 2009. I may do it in another post in fact..........

ouchy.

What if I don't still have you by then? And my insides are torn up from the loss and hurt. How everything would change. How would I feel? How would you feel? These thoughts right at this second are taking up my head and I don't like it one bit. If I carry on thinking like this I'll end up tearing out my hair. STOP IT ELOISE.