I've wound myself up into one of my destructive angry moods again. I just wanna grab anything within sight and smash it into tiny unfixable pieces, or scream. It's not a particular thing that's brought this on, it's everthing and everyone and I know it's just because I'm in this place. Anything can make me angry here. I try and tell myself to "calm the fuck down" but it doesn't work. I still think about all the little things that have driven me into this and can't break out. I'll carry on though, it'll be over in half an hour. I'm just glad that no one gets to see this, it's all kept inside.
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