I've always wondered what it'd feel like if I lost that. I'll tell you, like your heart has been stamped on a couple of times. It's all self-inflicted because I'm a shit best friend. It's down to nobody else. It's all my own stupid fault. Now I've fucked everything up. I would try and sort it out but I think it's too late and of course I'm worrying. I don't have another friend that is in your position. I know you're sick of being there for me, for me only to let you down. I don't think you see that you're the most important person to me in my life.
I don't know what to say, I'm lost for words.